From this whole entire week getting back at it after more than month being apart, I’m very grateful to have ‘teeter totter’. Just from fearfully giving a chance to a stranger has led to this ridiculous unexpected exciting thing that can never really be explained enough. Sleepovers, napping, truth being revealed, accepting, indie music, kickback, bombass tacos, weekend mornings, thai lunch, sitting doing nothing in the sun, studying & homework, watching wilfred instead of partying, the boiling crab eating nastyyyy, starring without blinking, ‘good job taps on ass’, affection. Right now, it is all slow, but the right pace. It is complicated for the heart, but willing to understand and let everything go. It is a new experience, but it is learning and growing.